SIMPLY ME

GodPleaseHaveMercyOnMe

2012-01-16T16:37:00.002+08:00

seems

that

i'm gonna

have

another

stressful

week.

aaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SiLEnTWisHEs

2011-12-31T21:41:00.002+08:00

i don't know why

but today i feel the world seems very quiet

so silent

and

i just feel like crying.

i feel like something missing in my life

but i don't know what.

or it might be the song that i currently listening to is to melancholic

that make shed to my eyes.

suddenly i feel so lonely

i can't hold the lonely feeling inside me.

i miss bapa a lot.

i miss abe.

i miss babe.

and i regret my awkward feeling towards mama.

but i just couldn't help myself from not feeling that way.

My God.. please forgive me.

in less than two hours 2011 will bid us farewell

i don't have any new resolution for the coming 2012...

that would remain the same like the previous years.

my only wish could be:

may Allah grant us good health and keep us in His tender care.

happy new year every one...

HoHoHo!

2011-12-23T21:24:00.001+08:00

Wishing everyone a happy and merry christmas.
Be safe always.
Dont drink and drive ya!
XOXO

adooooi

2011-12-16T09:51:00.002+08:00

*one lonely day*

me: kalau sia naik pangkat sia mau minta pasang wardrobe la be.... [sambil limpang-limpang tingu

siling]

abe: mmmm........

me: *sigh* [dalam hati: macam butul la konon sia naik pangkat... adooooiiii]

HolidayMooD

2011-11-24T17:07:00.002+08:00

i wish

i can fly

^-^

TemPtatioN

2011-11-08T22:40:00.003+08:00

currently addicted to:

pulling out mimosa pudica

60 or Not?

2011-10-29T06:10:00.001+08:00

Just imagine. All this while i've been driving my car (ke hulu ke hilir bagai nak rak) with an expired insurance + road tax. And it was since on the 7th of Oct and i only noticed it yesterday! Am i getting too old?
p/s: I dont think i will sign for the option 60years :-(*sigh*

ILOvEgOKu

2011-10-05T17:17:00.001+08:00

I can live in the world of GOKU!
p/s: thx babe:-D

Ouuuchh!!!

2011-09-21T16:54:00.001+08:00

I accidently hit the wedges near the entrance of my office. Nah kuku ku tekupak suda! Punya sakit lagi tu!!!
The worst part of it was im in a hurry to catch my next class.
So i had to 'tahan' the pain, pretend like nothing happen and walk straight to the class. Which was really totured moment to bear!!
WHAT A BAD DAY FOR ME:'( ...

Melancholic

2011-09-11T19:22:00.001+08:00

The last two pcs of my raya cookies.

EidMubarak

2011-08-30T00:26:00.002+08:00

wishing everyone

a happy blessed

Eid Mubarak

may the blessings of the Lord Almighty

be with us through the years.

be safe always..

BrainBlock

2011-08-18T19:30:00.002+08:00

i can't recall all of my dream lately.

everything's seems to be blurred.

empty.

sometimes dark.

why ah?

WhatAbADdaY

2011-08-02T19:25:00.003+08:00

i don't mind to pay.

but i deserve to be treated accordingly, with manner and hospitality!

RaMadHaNisHeReAgAiN-2011

2011-08-01T19:57:00.002+08:00

Wishing Everybody a Happy Blessed Ramadan.

Peace. Love.

FromLONDONwithLOVE

2011-07-15T15:09:00.001+08:00

MeAndD'Neb

2011-06-27T17:47:00.001+08:00

Again. After so much in pain. After i cant stand anymore. After i thought i'm gonna collapse last nite. After Abe force me to go to the hospital. Here i am, being nebulised. Shivering like a parkinson. Oh God! Have mercy on me.

Father'sDayWithoutBapa(II)

2011-06-19T17:12:00.004+08:00

Another Father's Day without bapa.

sometimes the world seems so silent.

quiet.

but i know he's watching me up there.

and this is the first father's day for Abe without babe too.

yea... babe's growing up now.

to Abe, i love you till the end of my life.

thank you for being a great bapa.

SurVivingTheHarDeStPart

2011-06-10T16:49:00.002+08:00

...should i say " i can what do what she can do, if not better then equally good as she did!"...

after all, its about time for me to move on,

having my own life,

living my life.

i've been too defensive all this while..

protecting my pride,

healing the shame,

trying to stand tall despite of my numbness.

and i'm over it now!

ClouDySunDay

2011-06-05T14:59:00.003+08:00

there's a moment

where i could feel the loneliness...

there's a moment

where i really wish that you were here...

here is the moment though,

when i'm all by myself...

praying that i'll be strong enough

...come what may

and i'll stand still with you!

*June is a sentimental month in my calendar:)

unTitLed

2011-05-30T16:00:00.000+08:00

my dearest darling, half of soul,

light of my life and jewel of all wives..

i think of thee, of thee and yet of thee,

like thee there never yet can ever be..

thine two intoxicating eyes i miss,

and thy cheeks and lips i used to kiss,

O' my tentalizing agony would cease,

and reunited with thee i'd be at peace,

if helen of troy were clad in the beauty of thousand stars,

then thou gentle as evening air art in mine eyes,

as shine the moon among the lesser fires,

of all the queens that ever lived,

i chose thee to rule me,

mine very own Helena..my one and only,

to the very marrow thou will see i love ye,

o' how in the world am i to live without thee?

JourneyToTheTop

2011-05-30T13:58:00.002+08:00

Babe has grown up to a very brave n strong man. I pray to God that He will keep babe in his tender care, give him the strength to face his new life. Mami loves you babe!

IShouldHaveBeenDoneThis

2011-05-24T13:03:00.002+08:00

Me: Be can i join the camping trip to Danum Valley on the 14-17 June?

Be: (after a long silence)... golden opportunity... why not?

＊＊thanks darling! i love u... Xoxo＊＊

AnEveningWalk

2011-05-22T17:00:00.002+08:00

Walking along the riverside at S'wak waterfront. A journey to remember as the transition of the new phase of our life. Babe, Abe and myself.

MOANday

2011-05-09T18:53:00.002+08:00

I AM

MENTALLY

AND

PHYSICALLY

EXHAUSTED....

blame it to..(?)

HappyMOM'sDay

2011-05-08T10:57:00.001+08:00

I dont have any picture of my mum. Its hard for me to get one. As hard for me to show my love to her. it took all my courage to post this special greeting in conjunction of mother's day.
Ma... Happy mama's day. U know deep inside my heart, i love u no matter what.

Dr.House(?)

2011-05-06T15:44:00.001+08:00

am currently reading this. A bit late.. selalu kehabisan stok. He has an inspiring story... some of which i never imagine would happened to him. ...and i can truly relive the old moments he pictured in his memoirs!

KamiRainjes:-D

2011-05-02T20:24:00.001+08:00

Yeah.. Being the parents of a teen who is a kipas-susah-mati to NOH@Hujan really make my head dang! Thanks to God. Finally babe's dream to meet Noh in person came true tonite. And thanks to Noh.. for your willingness to meet your fan.. who come all the way from Sabah, just to see u. Thank u:-).

MeAndHim

2011-05-01T00:11:00.001+08:00

The contrast between us:
Dia otak kanan saya otak kiri.
Dia banyak cakap saya banyak buat kerja.
Dia banyak kawan saya kurang kawan.
Dia GUMUK saya kurus.
Dia besar saya kìci! And that ìs very obvious in the picture!

DearDoc...

2011-04-30T13:31:00.001+08:00

Another bruises appeared.
I ask Abe if there's any probability he accidentally hit me while we're sleeping. And hd answered: absolutely no!
So i wonder if this kinda symptom has sumthing to do with my platelet count which is consìdered relatively very low!
Dear Dr. in da house, pls gimme some some clue:-(

TeensDream

2011-04-25T21:45:00.001+08:00

We've been dreaming to have a kind of what we called 'jendela dunia' for our dream house. And that was like thousand years back when abe n i were still dating and so young and so much in love then. And we're still struggling to pursuit our dreams now...

OhMyLappy!

2011-04-24T18:15:00.001+08:00

Didnt notice the cracked until this morning!
I wonder if Lappy can survive longer.
I need it to get ALL my work done.
Pls God save my Lappy.
*finger cross*:-(

ShinyDay

2011-04-08T14:32:00.001+08:00

After almost 3mths my buddy has not take any 'bath'. Lucky today seems to be just the perfect time for him to have a fresh look. Kesian ni hari2 being the 'comot'est car!

2030-2130

2011-03-26T21:03:00.001+08:00

Save our planet!
Let's support the EaRtH HoUR!

PMSsyndrome?

2011-03-16T08:09:00.001+08:00

What da heck? I found tis when i woke up tis morning. I rub my face and oh my...!!! ＊Pimple pimple pls go away＊

MissingHim

2011-03-09T17:36:00.001+08:00

I dreamt of bapa last nite.
And it made me thinking of him the whole day.
How i miss him every sìngle day.
That would bring tears to my eyes.
I wish i had the chance to hold his hands again.
I wish he could still heard the words i whìsper to his ear.
How much i love him.
And i mìss him.
Pa.. May ur soul rest in peace.

WoKwIthMÉ

2011-02-11T15:47:00.001+08:00

Being the typical me who can only MASAK NASI, MASAK MAGGI DAN TELUR DADAR eventually didnot crash my passion of watching all cooking shows aired on tv. So there are my cooking wares, which is merely a PERHIASAN.. just to make my dayB-)

Its A LoNg JoURnEy

2011-02-09T17:15:00.001+08:00

Satu Catatan Perjalanan

Xingnian kuaile

2011-02-06T15:48:00.001+08:00

Small dragon at home to chase away the bad luck and bring the prosperity:-D

HAppYNeWyEAr

2011-02-02T11:07:00.002+08:00

WISHING EVERYBODY A HAPPY LUNAR YEAR

G O N G

X I

F A

C A I

ThanksGod

2011-01-23T20:06:00.002+08:00

Thanks God.

For all the good and bad things happen to me.

Syukur alhamdulillah.

Atas segala nikmat dan kebaikan yang Kau berikan.

Atas segala kesakitan yang Kau berikan untuk mengujiku.

Berikan aku kekuatan.

Berikan aku ketabahan.

Ampuni dosa-dosaku.

MiracleDoHappens(2)

2011-01-14T17:03:00.001+08:00

I do not know how n what to describe this phenomena. The face found appeared on a tree. I let u people to judge.

1stDayofTheYear

2011-01-01T21:40:00.002+08:00

Happy new year everyone.

Today is the first day of 2011.

I woke up this morning with one clear word:

ARASY

it was written clearly. in my dream.

what does it mean?

i have no idea at all.

*God... have mercy on us..

Movie Treat

2010-12-28T12:10:00.001+08:00

I got d ticket vouchers from toyota today. Havent decide yet which movie to watch. Im super excited though:-D.

Nemu utaì?

2010-12-28T11:19:00.001+08:00

This is what i come across while doing the markin.
(Btw tis shud be remained p n c)

2010-12-25T18:43:00.002+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY NEW YEAR

wishing everyone a merrier Christmas and a happier new year 2011.

God Bless.

All Saints' Day

2010-11-05T12:57:00.001+08:00

Sometimes miracle do happens.
RIP.

AlFatihah

2010-10-03T19:46:00.002+08:00

Another loss in our life.

Another tearful moment.

But i believe that God has His own reason.

To my deary MIL ToH Puan Dulimah Hamdan,

may the almighty Lord bless you..

and may your soul rest in peace.

A L F A T I H A H.

RaMadHaNisHeReAgAiN

2010-08-14T14:00:00.002+08:00

4th day of fasting.

the weather has been so good.

and i'm counting the days..

as usual..

on another note: the project will be start next week. we went to the site just now.

Father'sDayWithoutBapa

2010-06-20T20:38:00.002+08:00

2nd year of father's day without bapa.

but i know he's up there watching for us..

to all the wonderful and great fathers out there

..happy father's day.....

esp to abe, thank you for being a wonderful papa in our family!

02062010-1905-

2010-06-04T10:08:00.003+08:00

one fine evening...

ME : b kalau ame tiada.. you'll be fine bah kann?

ABE : no...it will be worst... nda tau apa akan jadi...

....and tears begin to well in my eyes again...

afterglow

2010-05-11T17:39:00.002+08:00

...hands that are strong but wrinkled

Doing work that never gets done

Hair that's lost some of the shiny

by too many hours in the sun

Eyes that show some pain

and there's been quite a lot in his life.

...when he reaches that your place up there

God, You know what he's worth

give him that mansion up yonder

'cause he's been through that pain here on earth

God, give him my share of heaven

If I've earned any here in this life

'cause God I believe he deserves it.

[in remembrance of my dearest late father:

..a year has been gone

but you're still here close in my heart..

Pa... i still miss your smell, your tender touch..]

i wish...

2010-04-06T16:51:00.002+08:00

I'm in dire needs of:

a new jeans - the old pairs nda muat sudah [does it a good sign for a super slim person like me?]
a new shoes - i haven't bought any new heels since 2006 [OMG! nda uptodate betul la me!]
a new laptop - I've been dreaming of vaio since 3 years ago [sudah bepuluh kali hint abe about this tapi nda kana layan]

so I'll see if i can manage to fulfill my wish list *sigh*

kongheykonghey

2010-02-14T09:46:00.003+08:00

wishing everybody

a happy and prosperous

lunar year of TIGER

and

a happy

Valentine's day too!

p/s: s'pore pm urges his people to 'breed' on this year of tiger..hehe [no comment!]

Batman&Transformer

2010-02-06T22:57:00.001+08:00

I was touched. Indeed. First gift from babe. Even tho it's only a Batman n Transformer. Thanx darl:-*

BackToSch

2010-01-03T18:02:00.001+08:00

Here's babe with a heavy heart having his hair cut by aunt J. When it comes to hair thingy we'll had our argument. Susa bah bdk2 nöwadays.. telampau mo begaya!

happy2010

2010-01-03T15:59:00.002+08:00

hello 2010!

what a beautiful sunday today
but some how i feel the lonliness..
i'm missing something
or rather someone..

and i want to confess here

that

i'm not soooooooo ready to back to work after the holiday....

malas malas malas malas.... huhuhuh

theENDof2009

2009-12-31T16:51:00.003+08:00

today is the last day of 2009.

and in a few hours time 2010 will come.

having said that i wanna wish everybody

A HAPPY AND PROSPEROUS NEW YEAR

may the year of tiger will bring luck and happiness to all of us.

take care.

p/s: i still stick to my old resolution: to be fat and fit

mOde: ???

2009-11-16T16:51:00.002+08:00

I'm really not in the mood today.

and I'm not sure whether I've hurt any body's feeling.

on another note:

i had a dream last nite~ Abe bought me 2 pairs of watch [3 actually ... 1 for me and another pair is for us-a couple watch]
dunno the real interpretation for that dream~hoping for a good sign though..

....quite sad and frustrated with babe's result.

....he's been enjoying himself too much...

....i should put on a bit pressure to him like what i did last year.

BidaaaaA_nya_ni

2009-11-06T15:22:00.000+08:00

This is what happen to my watch after i sent it for strip replacement:-(.. OMG i couldnt blve it was that bad! The color ìs really contrast but they said they dont have the black one.. Sooo sad:-(

HeLLoNONoVEMBeR

2009-11-01T15:40:00.003+08:00

time flies so fast..

and november is here already.

EC [our beloved maid] was leaving this morning for good [huhuhu...]

... and that will make me no time to enjoy any more :(

until next post

happy NOVEMBER everyone...

LucKyNumbER?

2009-10-20T17:02:00.001+08:00

Caught this while i was abt to start my car. The first four and the last four digit are both significance to me..

sesudah itu...

2009-10-18T19:45:00.002+08:00

after those blurry 19 years...

:-(

2009-10-14T18:23:00.001+08:00

I had always got this kind of bruises on my body- i woke up in the morning n there it is.. di lutut, betis, ankle.. I wonder if it ìs a kind of symptom of any illness:-(

GodPlsDon'tLetMeHaveThisFeel

2009-10-13T15:32:00.004+08:00

i found the name in FB.

.... that B****D name.

and im kinda DUB DAB DUB DAB.. (marah meluap2 ni!!)

why should i feel like this?

perlukah lagi ada rasa begini?

after a year the incident happened, should i still mad [read:tahap gaban] to that woman?

IloVePERtH

2009-09-10T17:54:00.001+08:00

Got this lil cute koala from a friend who just come back from aussie. Thx mdm M!

WeLoveUtHiiiiiisMucH

2009-09-08T04:25:00.005+08:00

to our beloved aBe

happy birthday

wishing u joy, prosperity, peace,

laughter and
all kinds of blessings in your life..

with much love,

mummy and babe

NdaTauTitleApa

2009-09-07T04:43:00.001+08:00

Me: Be... Im running out of supply la be...
Be: *** silent
Me: Be! dgr ka?
Be: iya. Nanti ada duit be beli la...

And that was 3days ago. m still waiting as my FTE bottle is drying now...:-(:-(

A Daring Attempt

2009-08-25T05:08:00.001+08:00

I never did any workout during the fasting month before. But y'day i made an attempt n i did it with a joy. it was a bit exhausting of course. But i enjoyed it. The reason i did it - none! Just want to try how does it feel. And im liking it!

RaMadhanIsHereAgain

2009-08-21T17:29:00.001+08:00

WISHING ALL MUSLIM FRIENDS

"SELAMAT BERPUASA"

GOD BLESS U ALL

reMemberinGbapa's100days

2009-08-19T19:46:00.003+08:00

Pa..

100days has passed

but the moment is still fresh in my memory

the day i loose u

the moment u bid me farewell

the minute i cried beside u

(12 May 2009-19 August 2009)

SignWithLuv

2009-08-12T22:07:00.001+08:00

If u happen to rcve a letter signed by the above signature..

Paragliding Site

2009-08-11T19:55:00.000+08:00

Ppl r talking abt d paragliding station tht wl b operated here soon. So i bring d kids to check out their site. I wonder if i hv d guts to try it:-S

Back2dgym

2009-08-04T17:18:00.001+08:00

Nice to be in d track again. My first workout after long break.

MayHerSoulREstInPeAcE

2009-07-27T19:23:00.003+08:00

Alfatihah and deepest condolences to the family of of the late Yasmin Ahmad.

her passing was a great loss to our country.

i found the true meaning of 1malaysia through her masterpiece.

tHisIsLiFe

2009-07-12T13:56:00.002+08:00

today mark the two months of my life without the presence of the man i call bapa.

i still mourn.

i still feel the pain.

i still feel the loneliness.

i still miss the smell of his sweats.

and i do cry sometimes when i think of the moments i shared with him.

especially the last moment with him.

may your soul rest in peace Pa.

A Day To Mourn

2009-05-16T16:56:00.003+08:00

The day has finally came. The day when bapa was called to the eternal rest. Bapa passed away peacefully in my arms on the 12th of May, 2200hrs and was buried on the 14th of May. Gudbye Pa..there'll be something missing in my heart n life. I love u as ever!

LookWhatIdid..

2009-05-04T17:40:00.001+08:00

After a while, i started my workout @ d gym. Abe said i have to occupy my time on something that cån release my stress. So here am i..
...making my so called resolution-to be fat n fit (just ignore d first one!)

Makantime

2009-04-25T11:46:00.001+08:00

We're now at d cruise, having our lunch after dropping babe at warisan. He's going to meet his friend there. It is super damn hot outside. Abe n i kana flu + batuk2:-(..

mobileblogger

2009-04-25T07:04:00.002+08:00

the beadwork was my trial post via mobile blogging.

so now i can post from my hp..

im happy and i like it!

Beadwork

2009-04-25T06:55:00.001+08:00

I like this one- seen displayed at one of the tailor stall in KK market yday

BeadWork

2009-04-25T05:53:00.001+08:00

Saw this yday while outing wt peepa, yati n ita

Abe Abhisit

2009-04-18T08:26:00.005+08:00

is there any similarity between abe and abhisit?

learning the HARD WAY

2009-03-24T16:21:00.003+08:00

dear peeps

it's been awhile since my last post. actually i have so many things in my mind that i want to share here. only that i dont know how and where to start.

the beginning of new year doesnt seem to be a good start for me. i've been very busy with workloads. the tense is really burdening my thought.

besides, bapak's condition deteriorated day by day. he's been hospitalised twice last month. three days at RMC and five days at PCU QEH. we were told by the doctor that he was very sick. yes. by looking at his condition alone u can tell that he's suffered so much. he's been in pain continuosly. he can barely getting up by himself. let alone to walk. i had to hire a caretaker to look for him while i'm going to work.

we were advice to be prepared mentally and physically. looking after a patient will be a toturing moment. that's what Dr. Chitra told us.

well, i must admit here that i am very scared and not prepared myself with the worst situation. sometimes i cried in my prayer. but not infront of bapak.

to you my dear friends [if i have any in this virtual worl], please pray with me that bapak will have the strength to fight his illness...

arrrghhhhhh!

2009-01-04T18:07:00.003+08:00

life will be back to routine tomorrow.
and i'm still waiting for the "love letter" to come..jadi ka nda ni???
how time flies so fast.
i just realize that i lost that spirit n motivation i used to have.

GuDBye2008

2009-01-01T11:59:00.003+08:00

hope it's not too late to WISH EVERYONE

a HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009

WITH ALL KIND OF BLESSINGS

- joy, love, laughter, prosperity, gud health and peace.

HoHoHo...

2008-12-24T22:46:00.002+08:00

Merry X'mas

everybody!

Have a blissful day and enjoy...

SADmoviesmakesMEcRy

2008-12-17T16:54:00.002+08:00

i was in real shock today. org bilang terkejut beruk [nda tau pula ambuk pandai takajut].
this is a story of my colleagues.
A was getting married to one of our PAR last week. regardless of their status they took the courage to bond their life together. i'm happy for them.
and on the very same day, B was also getting married again. and that was really surprise me. why? i never heard of her marriage problem before. tup-tup dengar cerita dah kahwin lain pulak. masa bercerai with his ex husband pun i've no idea at all.
when i heard the story this morning, i was speechless. luckily i can still handle the steering well coz i was driving that time.
i'm thinking of my own marriage. will it last till the end of my life? i don't have the courage to think of it, but i pray that God will keep us together, FOREVER.

amIgettingTooOLd?

2008-12-14T17:57:00.006+08:00

as i've mentioned before i'll be busy this month doing the marking for spm paper. unlike the previous years, this time we are given 15days only to finish our +/-300 scripts.

my marking is ok..except for the graph reading. my KP has been commenting on it many times. even 1/2cm pun kana komen. she said the points plotted must be accurate. so what did i do to satisfy her?

^_^

yeahh... i bought a magnifier!!!

^_^

and i laugh myself for doing this..lol..

cAnUbeLieveThiS?

2008-12-14T17:40:00.004+08:00

this pic was taken by abe, at his office.

i couldn't believe this kind of things still happen nowadays. but just believe it.
so...what was this fella doing?
notice what is hanging on his ear?

that's a tasbih. kononnya this fella has special power that can connect him with ntah hapa-hapa...[shaman la konon ni] and what we can see here is he is communicating with the power..to find out apa-apa yang nda kena di opes abe..

and what's surprise me more is when i know the person who brought this fella to abe. i couldn't believe myself that someone whom i knew to be religious and banyak tau pasal selok belok agama can use something like this to gain anything for the benefit of himself.

p/s: abe named this pic as teleconference..

sNowInLugAnaSwiss?

2008-12-02T14:54:00.002+08:00

"siok cni oo.. Ngam2 snow d lugano masa kami sampai. nda lebat tu snow tp buli la untuk kami rasa..hehe. tapi yang susah urang sini nda cakap bi. yesterday sia beli bun pun guna signal saja!"
that was the message i received from my friend [pipa]this afternoon.
she's in Swiss now, tengah berholidaying.. or rather sedang membaling2 snow..
how i wish to be there too. but Abe's always busy and no time to bring us to any vacation.

p/s: nda apa la Pa... kalau jumpa apa2 yg interesting ko jgn lupa i. nanti i tt the $$.. hikss

amIbeingTooPaRanoiD?

2008-12-02T14:39:00.003+08:00

I've been having this weird sound inside my right ears for quite some time.
and i don't like it.
the sound! i tell u.. annoying me a lot...
and i complaint so much.
to which abe said: u r being too paranoid!
I've read some where that it was not a good sign.
and i really need to see a doctor.
so i went to meet one last week.
Dr. Julian [of SMC] said nothing was wrong with my ear.
[duuiiii.. the sound is sooooo annoying and yet he said nothing wrong.. mungkin sebab demam dulu and the mucus was accumulated through my ear canal which cause the pressure and produce the sound]

p/s: apa lah tuan doktor tu ingat if i let him know that the sound is something like 'nafas kucing' which follows the rhythm my heartbeat!!!!

ReUniOn?

2008-11-28T09:27:00.002+08:00

i received a call 2 days ago. a stranger [to me] who knew my name.
and i was really surprised to find out that the person is one of my classmate back in for 4/5.
OMG! is this real..?
she told me about the plan to have our class reunion. there are 18 of us..
hush.. now i feel that I'm getting too old [ kertu ke i ni?]
but deep inside i really do not know what should i say when i meet them...
.. i don't even remember their name..or even their face... [aku memang bukan kawan sejati la..sorry buddies!]
but what ever it is..i'm looking forward to meet u alls - romy[Dr.], saliah, lucia, tina, shida, maria, gang, dk[now an Ass. Prof Dr. at UMS], jesper [olsen ka?], zack, smitty, rahim, peter, and sapa lagi ah.. aiya lupa suda...

uNtitlEd

2008-11-22T11:39:00.018+08:00

caption1:
over a month i didnt post anything. not that im in 'kamalhasan' [as what msNis said in her blog]. i do visit my favourite blogs and drop some greetings just to say hi. until recently when i get very busy doing things done before the year come to an end.
so where do i begin?
my last post was on the 28th of sept [just a few days before the raya]. and i really want to share how do we celebrate our raya this year. but cerita pun da basi kan.. anyway here's some pics to tell how/where do we spent our 1st syawal this year.

abe arranging and composing the bouquet to be brought to the mosque where his late father remains

abe reciting the yasin at his late father's grave

soon after that, we headed to Thai Odyssey and having our body massage

having our feet cleanse before the massaging started
and after the massage we had our lunch at the restaurant downstairs

caption2:

remember when i had my diarrhea after my meeting in Ipoh during the Ramadan month? after that bad diarrhea i caught a bad flu and experienced a difficulty in breathing. when i cannot really tahan i went to the clinic and here's what the treatment i got:

that's me kena pump... but i have to do it 'layan diri'.

the doctor said i had an asthma and i cant simply take any cough tablet/mixture.

i was prescribed with an antibiotics, asthma pills.

note the guy behind me? he was blind and sent to the clinic by his daughter..
'jangan takut' he said to me..as if he can see my terrified face.

caption3:

i received an offer letter 2 weeks ago. a post that i never apply. the weird thing is they asked me to submit the application form at the same time they offered the the post. a senior lecturer at IAB, which will be based in Genting. part of me were happy. getting the opportunity to work in peninsular will be a great experience. but then i realised that i still have a big responsibility here. Abe said he didn't mind if i took the offer, but he asked me to consider about bapak who is sick and need my attention. after making a very hard consideration i made a hard decision to reject the post. insya'Allah there'll be another rezeki for us next time.

so that's conclude my story over a month of MIA.

school holidays are here but i'm still busy with my part time job at oum. i just finished marking my students' assignment. then it will be followed by entering their marks on the system.

meanwhile in early month of december my time will be occupied with marking the spm paper.

for the time being...i try to enjoy every moment of my so-called holiday now...cherio!

M.I.A

2008-11-20T17:03:00.001+08:00

i know.
its been a while.
i promise i'll get to you.
reaaaaaaaaaal soooooooooooon.

blog static.
life hectic.

doNOTprayforanEASYlife..praytobeaSTRONGperson.

2008-09-28T08:28:00.003+08:00

abe texted me from his office: SP ada masalah besar.
i was kinda...dup dap dup dap...
then abe told me the story.
but i can't reveal the things here.
all i can say is: it's work's matter and it has to do something with $$, and related to someone too.

.......................

abe slept very early last night. around 1930.
he didn't join babe for their weekly futsal game.
i try not to disturb him. i let him took all the time he need to rest.
at 0059 he woke me up.
and we talked until its time for sahur.
after performing his subuh prayer he continued to sleep.
...poor abe. he must be too stressed now.

SelamatHariRaya

2008-09-26T17:01:00.005+08:00

another 4 days of fasting.

how time flies so fast.

we would like to wish every one a blessed raya idul fitri.

do drive safely.

memoirofRAMADAN

2008-09-20T23:01:00.007+08:00

Despite of our tight schedule, we managed to do our Ramadan's classical routine.

We went to tamu Papar just to hunt for some belacan, ikan masin, ikan bilis and kuih cincin.

Tengahari buta, dengan panasnya my abe gigih meround tamu mencari item-item di atas.
while i'm waiting inside the car. cannot stand the heat of the sun. and to complete our journey that day, on our way back, we dropped by at KK market coz abe want to buy some fish. mau masak head fish curry abe bilang.

* this entry is suppose to be posted a long time ago. just take a look at the date on the pic.

quick update:

last week i was on a meeting trip to ipoh for 3 days.

i took off from kkia on the 21st of sept. then took the limo from klia straight to ipoh.

my meeting was scheduled on monday at 8 am. but due to some technical problem i have to left the meeting immediately. my flight back to kk is on tue, so my friend and i decided to stay 1 night at kl before we flew back to kk. the whole journey was soooo 'kelam-kabut'. far from enjoying ourselves. to make things worst, i got diarrhea and vomit 2 times during my stay in kl. if only i were on vacation, i should have contacted my blog buddies [ nis and bell]. nda apala. lain kali i datang [not on work purpose la] kita gi makan-makan ah.

EQ every one?

2008-09-08T20:55:00.006+08:00

Your EQ is 113

You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt.

On an average day, you're quite happy, together, and content.

You live your life well.Your emotions aren't always stable, but you can go along with the ups and downs pretty well.

You tend to be motivated, energetic, focused, and level headed.You see the world pretty rationally, and you don't tend to over dramatize things.

When things are bad, you know they eventually have to get better.

[get your EQscore here now]

i'vebeenTAGGED!!!!

2008-08-30T09:29:00.003+08:00

yay!!!
i've been tagged!!!

sorry la for the late response nis... been quite busy 2,3 ari ni.

1) what were you doing 5 years ago?

working
enjoying life
jual cd
most of it ... da lupe le

2) what were the 5 things on your to do list today?

memeras otak menjawab tag ni
ngemas my untidy room
prepare note for my Statistical Methods class [i don't like this paper...:-(]
nak gi jenjalan with abe
oh yea... nak gi beli charger hp baru..

3) what are 5 snacks that you enjoy?

i love any kind of chocky
ice cream [ ni kira snack juga ke?]
hazelnut
cheesecake
crispy potatoes

4) what are 5 things that you do if you are a billionaire?

resign from work
migrate to UK
beli private jet
melancong n bersopeng
derma kat anak yatim

5) what are 5 jobs you've had?

i've done one and stick to it till now..

6) who are 5 person you want to tag?

i wish to, but my list is not even up to 5.. so how Nis...?

the end..

family'sOUTING

2008-08-23T11:33:00.013+08:00

despite of our obsession watching the Olympics night and day, i manage to drag babe to the library to do his revision. it was abe's idea actually and i agree by the fact that i have to train babe to love the environment in the library.

our plan is to go the YS Library which is nearer, but it was closed. so babe and i went to the State Library on the first day. some kind of feeling for i haven't been to any library since i finished my study. no pics were taken at the SL coz we seem to be very concentrate doing babe's revision. we left at 2pm and went to Likas Square to have our lunch. abe did not join us due to his board meeting.

on the second day only, babe do his revision in the YS Library.

at the entrance we're welcomed by the photo's of our previous Governors

...which was happened to be babe's late grandpa and grandma *sigh*

mummy and babe study together...

around 1pm abe came and joined us before picked us to have our lunch at Damai's pizza hut. and at that place we're kinda triggered when the waiter [forgot his name already], suddenly popped out these questions:

"kerja mana boss?"

"pulang mana boss?"

look at me curiosly and said..."macam kenal sama kamu..."

and that's when i lost my appetite....! damn!!