learning the HARD WAY

dear peeps

it's been awhile since my last post. actually i have so many things in my mind that i want to share here. only that i dont know how and where to start.

the beginning of new year doesnt seem to be a good start for me. i've been very busy with workloads. the tense is really burdening my thought.

besides, bapak's condition deteriorated day by day. he's been hospitalised twice last month. three days at RMC and five days at PCU QEH. we were told by the doctor that he was very sick. yes. by looking at his condition alone u can tell that he's suffered so much. he's been in pain continuosly. he can barely getting up by himself. let alone to walk. i had to hire a caretaker to look for him while i'm going to work.

we were advice to be prepared mentally and physically. looking after a patient will be a toturing moment. that's what Dr. Chitra told us.

well, i must admit here that i am very scared and not prepared myself with the worst situation. sometimes i cried in my prayer. but not infront of bapak.

to you my dear friends [if i have any in this virtual worl], please pray with me that bapak will have the strength to fight his illness...

arrrghhhhhh!

life will be back to routine tomorrow.
and i'm still waiting for the "love letter" to come..jadi ka nda ni???
how time flies so fast.
i just realize that i lost that spirit n motivation i used to have.

GuDBye2008

hope it's not too late to WISH EVERYONE

a HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009

WITH ALL KIND OF BLESSINGS

- joy, love, laughter, prosperity, gud health and peace.

HoHoHo...

Merry X'mas

to

everybody!

Have a blissful day and enjoy...

SADmoviesmakesMEcRy

i was in real shock today. org bilang terkejut beruk [nda tau pula ambuk pandai takajut].
this is a story of my colleagues.
A was getting married to one of our PAR last week. regardless of their status they took the courage to bond their life together. i'm happy for them.
and on the very same day, B was also getting married again. and that was really surprise me. why? i never heard of her marriage problem before. tup-tup dengar cerita dah kahwin lain pulak. masa bercerai with his ex husband pun i've no idea at all.
when i heard the story this morning, i was speechless. luckily i can still handle the steering well coz i was driving that time.
i'm thinking of my own marriage. will it last till the end of my life? i don't have the courage to think of it, but i pray that God will keep us together, FOREVER.

amIgettingTooOLd?

as i've mentioned before i'll be busy this month doing the marking for spm paper. unlike the previous years, this time we are given 15days only to finish our +/-300 scripts.

my marking is ok..except for the graph reading. my KP has been commenting on it many times. even 1/2cm pun kana komen. she said the points plotted must be accurate. so what did i do to satisfy her?

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yeahh... i bought a magnifier!!!

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and i laugh myself for doing this..lol..

cAnUbeLieveThiS?

this pic was taken by abe, at his office.

i couldn't believe this kind of things still happen nowadays. but just believe it.
so...what was this fella doing?
notice what is hanging on his ear?

that's a tasbih. kononnya this fella has special power that can connect him with ntah hapa-hapa...[shaman la konon ni] and what we can see here is he is communicating with the power..to find out apa-apa yang nda kena di opes abe..

and what's surprise me more is when i know the person who brought this fella to abe. i couldn't believe myself that someone whom i knew to be religious and banyak tau pasal selok belok agama can use something like this to gain anything for the benefit of himself.

p/s: abe named this pic as teleconference..