HoHoHo...

Merry X'mas

to

everybody!

Have a blissful day and enjoy...

SADmoviesmakesMEcRy

i was in real shock today. org bilang terkejut beruk [nda tau pula ambuk pandai takajut].
this is a story of my colleagues.
A was getting married to one of our PAR last week. regardless of their status they took the courage to bond their life together. i'm happy for them.
and on the very same day, B was also getting married again. and that was really surprise me. why? i never heard of her marriage problem before. tup-tup dengar cerita dah kahwin lain pulak. masa bercerai with his ex husband pun i've no idea at all.
when i heard the story this morning, i was speechless. luckily i can still handle the steering well coz i was driving that time.
i'm thinking of my own marriage. will it last till the end of my life? i don't have the courage to think of it, but i pray that God will keep us together, FOREVER.

amIgettingTooOLd?

as i've mentioned before i'll be busy this month doing the marking for spm paper. unlike the previous years, this time we are given 15days only to finish our +/-300 scripts.

my marking is ok..except for the graph reading. my KP has been commenting on it many times. even 1/2cm pun kana komen. she said the points plotted must be accurate. so what did i do to satisfy her?

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yeahh... i bought a magnifier!!!

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and i laugh myself for doing this..lol..

cAnUbeLieveThiS?

this pic was taken by abe, at his office.

i couldn't believe this kind of things still happen nowadays. but just believe it.
so...what was this fella doing?
notice what is hanging on his ear?

that's a tasbih. kononnya this fella has special power that can connect him with ntah hapa-hapa...[shaman la konon ni] and what we can see here is he is communicating with the power..to find out apa-apa yang nda kena di opes abe..

and what's surprise me more is when i know the person who brought this fella to abe. i couldn't believe myself that someone whom i knew to be religious and banyak tau pasal selok belok agama can use something like this to gain anything for the benefit of himself.

p/s: abe named this pic as teleconference..

sNowInLugAnaSwiss?

"siok cni oo.. Ngam2 snow d lugano masa kami sampai. nda lebat tu snow tp buli la untuk kami rasa..hehe. tapi yang susah urang sini nda cakap bi. yesterday sia beli bun pun guna signal saja!"
that was the message i received from my friend [pipa]this afternoon.
she's in Swiss now, tengah berholidaying.. or rather sedang membaling2 snow..
how i wish to be there too. but Abe's always busy and no time to bring us to any vacation.

p/s: nda apa la Pa... kalau jumpa apa2 yg interesting ko jgn lupa i. nanti i tt the $$.. hikss

amIbeingTooPaRanoiD?

I've been having this weird sound inside my right ears for quite some time.
and i don't like it.
the sound! i tell u.. annoying me a lot...
and i complaint so much.
to which abe said: u r being too paranoid!
I've read some where that it was not a good sign.
and i really need to see a doctor.
so i went to meet one last week.
Dr. Julian [of SMC] said nothing was wrong with my ear.
[duuiiii.. the sound is sooooo annoying and yet he said nothing wrong.. mungkin sebab demam dulu and the mucus was accumulated through my ear canal which cause the pressure and produce the sound]

p/s: apa lah tuan doktor tu ingat if i let him know that the sound is something like 'nafas kucing' which follows the rhythm my heartbeat!!!!

ReUniOn?

i received a call 2 days ago. a stranger [to me] who knew my name.
and i was really surprised to find out that the person is one of my classmate back in for 4/5.
OMG! is this real..?
she told me about the plan to have our class reunion. there are 18 of us..
hush.. now i feel that I'm getting too old [ kertu ke i ni?]
but deep inside i really do not know what should i say when i meet them...
.. i don't even remember their name..or even their face... [aku memang bukan kawan sejati la..sorry buddies!]
but what ever it is..i'm looking forward to meet u alls - romy[Dr.], saliah, lucia, tina, shida, maria, gang, dk[now an Ass. Prof Dr. at UMS], jesper [olsen ka?], zack, smitty, rahim, peter, and sapa lagi ah.. aiya lupa suda...

uNtitlEd

caption1:
over a month i didnt post anything. not that im in 'kamalhasan' [as what msNis said in her blog]. i do visit my favourite blogs and drop some greetings just to say hi. until recently when i get very busy doing things done before the year come to an end.
so where do i begin?
my last post was on the 28th of sept [just a few days before the raya]. and i really want to share how do we celebrate our raya this year. but cerita pun da basi kan.. anyway here's some pics to tell how/where do we spent our 1st syawal this year.

abe arranging and composing the bouquet to be brought to the mosque where his late father remains

abe reciting the yasin at his late father's grave

soon after that, we headed to Thai Odyssey and having our body massage

having our feet cleanse before the massaging started
and after the massage we had our lunch at the restaurant downstairs

caption2:

remember when i had my diarrhea after my meeting in Ipoh during the Ramadan month? after that bad diarrhea i caught a bad flu and experienced a difficulty in breathing. when i cannot really tahan i went to the clinic and here's what the treatment i got:


that's me kena pump... but i have to do it 'layan diri'.

the doctor said i had an asthma and i cant simply take any cough tablet/mixture.

i was prescribed with an antibiotics, asthma pills.

note the guy behind me? he was blind and sent to the clinic by his daughter..
'jangan takut' he said to me..as if he can see my terrified face.

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i received an offer letter 2 weeks ago. a post that i never apply. the weird thing is they asked me to submit the application form at the same time they offered the the post. a senior lecturer at IAB, which will be based in Genting. part of me were happy. getting the opportunity to work in peninsular will be a great experience. but then i realised that i still have a big responsibility here. Abe said he didn't mind if i took the offer, but he asked me to consider about bapak who is sick and need my attention. after making a very hard consideration i made a hard decision to reject the post. insya'Allah there'll be another rezeki for us next time.

so that's conclude my story over a month of MIA.

school holidays are here but i'm still busy with my part time job at oum. i just finished marking my students' assignment. then it will be followed by entering their marks on the system.

meanwhile in early month of december my time will be occupied with marking the spm paper.

for the time being...i try to enjoy every moment of my so-called holiday now...cherio!

M.I.A

i know.
its been a while.
i promise i'll get to you.
reaaaaaaaaaal soooooooooooon.

blog static.
life hectic.

doNOTprayforanEASYlife..praytobeaSTRONGperson.

abe texted me from his office: SP ada masalah besar.
i was kinda...dup dap dup dap...
then abe told me the story.
but i can't reveal the things here.
all i can say is: it's work's matter and it has to do something with $$, and related to someone too.

.......................

abe slept very early last night. around 1930.
he didn't join babe for their weekly futsal game.
i try not to disturb him. i let him took all the time he need to rest.
at 0059 he woke me up.
and we talked until its time for sahur.
after performing his subuh prayer he continued to sleep.
...poor abe. he must be too stressed now.

SelamatHariRaya

another 4 days of fasting.

how time flies so fast.

we would like to wish every one a blessed raya idul fitri.

do drive safely.

memoirofRAMADAN

Despite of our tight schedule, we managed to do our Ramadan's classical routine.

We went to tamu Papar just to hunt for some belacan, ikan masin, ikan bilis and kuih cincin.

Tengahari buta, dengan panasnya my abe gigih meround tamu mencari item-item di atas.
while i'm waiting inside the car. cannot stand the heat of the sun. and to complete our journey that day, on our way back, we dropped by at KK market coz abe want to buy some fish. mau masak head fish curry abe bilang.

* this entry is suppose to be posted a long time ago. just take a look at the date on the pic.

quick update:

last week i was on a meeting trip to ipoh for 3 days.

i took off from kkia on the 21st of sept. then took the limo from klia straight to ipoh.

my meeting was scheduled on monday at 8 am. but due to some technical problem i have to left the meeting immediately. my flight back to kk is on tue, so my friend and i decided to stay 1 night at kl before we flew back to kk. the whole journey was soooo 'kelam-kabut'. far from enjoying ourselves. to make things worst, i got diarrhea and vomit 2 times during my stay in kl. if only i were on vacation, i should have contacted my blog buddies [ nis and bell]. nda apala. lain kali i datang [not on work purpose la] kita gi makan-makan ah.

EQ every one?

Your EQ is 113

You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt.

On an average day, you're quite happy, together, and content.

You live your life well.Your emotions aren't always stable, but you can go along with the ups and downs pretty well.

You tend to be motivated, energetic, focused, and level headed.You see the world pretty rationally, and you don't tend to over dramatize things.

When things are bad, you know they eventually have to get better.

[get your EQscore here now]

i'vebeenTAGGED!!!!

yay!!!
i've been tagged!!!

sorry la for the late response nis... been quite busy 2,3 ari ni.

1) what were you doing 5 years ago?

1. working
2. enjoying life
3. jual cd
4. most of it ... da lupe le

2) what were the 5 things on your to do list today?

1. memeras otak menjawab tag ni
2. ngemas my untidy room
3. prepare note for my Statistical Methods class [i don't like this paper...:-(]
4. nak gi jenjalan with abe
5. oh yea... nak gi beli charger hp baru..

3) what are 5 snacks that you enjoy?

1. i love any kind of chocky
2. ice cream [ ni kira snack juga ke?]
3. hazelnut
4. cheesecake
5. crispy potatoes

4) what are 5 things that you do if you are a billionaire?

1. resign from work
2. migrate to UK
3. beli private jet
4. melancong n bersopeng
5. derma kat anak yatim

5) what are 5 jobs you've had?

• i've done one and stick to it till now..

6) who are 5 person you want to tag?

• i wish to, but my list is not even up to 5.. so how Nis...?

the end..

family'sOUTING

despite of our obsession watching the Olympics night and day, i manage to drag babe to the library to do his revision. it was abe's idea actually and i agree by the fact that i have to train babe to love the environment in the library.

our plan is to go the YS Library which is nearer, but it was closed. so babe and i went to the State Library on the first day. some kind of feeling for i haven't been to any library since i finished my study. no pics were taken at the SL coz we seem to be very concentrate doing babe's revision. we left at 2pm and went to Likas Square to have our lunch. abe did not join us due to his board meeting.

on the second day only, babe do his revision in the YS Library.

at the entrance we're welcomed by the photo's of our previous Governors

...which was happened to be babe's late grandpa and grandma *sigh*

mummy and babe study together...

around 1pm abe came and joined us before picked us to have our lunch at Damai's pizza hut. and at that place we're kinda triggered when the waiter [forgot his name already], suddenly popped out these questions:

"kerja mana boss?"

"pulang mana boss?"

look at me curiosly and said..."macam kenal sama kamu..."

and that's when i lost my appetite....! damn!!

aDAYtoREMEMBER

it was an awesome 9.69s!

yes! he did it!! Usain Bolt clocked a new WR time.

... and what else could i say?

just look at him..approaching the finishing line with his very own style..

i thought he could have done even better if he pushed till the end..

funnyWEEKEND

abe woke up late this morning.

babe went to his SAFA soccer training.

got nothing much to do..

then i found this piece of mask inside my drawer...

then i buang tebiat...

and that's how i spent half of my sunday morning...

CARS OF THE YEAR

here are some of the cars that can be seen at our basement parking lot.

this one come as no. one in my list [owned by our young engineer]

i'd like to have this handsome rush too [owned by our beautiful musician]

i was impressed by the 'make-up' done with this ms myVi though..

and the double-tinted of this mr. gen2.. [owned by our IT specialist]

i dream to have this cutie getz [owned by our linguistic specialist] as my second car...

but this one is recommended for those who enjoy bring their org kampung jalan-jalan [jgn marah kak. tim]
btw this is the new member of our parking-lot [masih berbau baru lagi..]



p/s: happy weekend every one

its 08.08.08 !

some people are very particular about number.
including me.
maybe because of the Chinese blood that flowing inside my vein.
or it might because of my profession that bond me with figures.

and what's so significance about the 080808?
triple happiness?
triple prosperity?
i got no idea actually.

until a friend send me this sms:
today is 080808 and it merely comes in every thousand years. so wish u a happy special day!

since it happens only once in a life time, i wish u all a wonderful day .
for those who are tying the knot today.. may God bless your day.

HAPPY 080808 every one!!

deliveringthe feelingofFRUSTRATION

am i too superstitious?

just because i believe that the mole i carry at my back is the sign of the burden i carry in my life?

or i shouldn't call it a burden at all?

i am the youngest in my family with a brother [the eldest] and two sisters.

and all of us are working.

but when it comes to our responsibility towards our parents it seems that i am the one who should take care of everything. yes everything!

be it in financial, decision-making, bring them to their doctor's appointment and the list may go on.

i don't mean to whine here.

but sometimes i think they're too much for letting me handling all the matters alone.

[sinang saja cakap : sorry, i can't help u coz of bla..bla..bla..]

hey.. come on la bro and sisters... nda kan adik yang kecil ni mau mengajar kamu pasal tanggungjawab?

blue MONDAY...

i don't like the feeling i have right now.

i feel blue.

blue.

blue.

bapa and i went for his appointment last week. and as i had guessed earlier, the result wasn't good. Dr Wong told me that his PSA reading had raised to 42.1 [compared to 5.7 last january]. no wonder bapa kept complaining about his leg pain. i knew the cell had been active again! i tried to be seen strong and tough in-front of Dr Wong as he explained to me a few choices i can make. at the moment he advised me to try a new medicine which cost me rm30+per tablet.

the result really made my heart broken into pieces. it hurt me so much. my mood kept on swinging until now. i cant concentrate at my work as my mind rambling everywhere. then i texted abe: i thought I've been strong enough. i thought I've been ready. but i just cant bear to see bapa in pain again. and my tears burst out as i finished sending the text.

what is the GENDER of your car?

i remember the story years ago when my friend, Gab talking about her car.

" hey do u believe that our car has a feeling just like human being.. "
" ya ka Gab.. how do u know? "
"my dad ba.. keep talking about his intention to buy a new car.. then a few days later his old car meragam and buat hal..nda mo start. know what he said? his oldy car heard about it and buat2 merajuk la... so next time if you want to say something bad about your car, dont let him/her know.. "
"Gab why did u express the car as 'him/her'..? "
"i told u that they have feeling like us, right. "
"so.. is your car 'he/she'? "
"hey my 'Willy' is surely a he la.. "

i keep on thinking now..

if i own this black vios,

what would the gender be?

and what would the name be?

thedamnofbeingaGUARANTOR

i just want to ask u you guys....

if one day u get you payslip and upon opening it this is what u see...

nda ko takajut...!!!!

that was what happened to me 4 months ago!

i who never make any loans and suddenly ada potongan ANGKASA(raya ka)...

i asked kak midah [our acc. clerk] about it, and she seems to be blurred also..."nda tau dari mana tu puan.. ada puan menjamin orang ka?"

then only i remembered about that.. i was being the guarantor for 2 person..so i have 2 suspects! so i started my investigation and found out who the person was..

my finding also made me to faint... that particular person had resign from his job! matila aku!!!

i called the bank and asked how am i going to settle that things..and they gave a very easy answer:

"puan datang sini la..buat loan. ambikla rm100k.. cover itu loan lama..puan masih buli dapat baki lagi.."

aiyaaaaaaa...itu lagi bikin mati!!!!!

it's been 4 months now... everytime i called the person he can only say : tunggu hujung bulan.. wah ini sudah 4 kali hujung bulan mannn... alongpun nda buli tunggu begini lama mah...

..@?!!!*&^???...

the title says it all..it's really make me pening and confuse!

i've bn bz preparing for my exam [which was on the 21st of june]..for almost one week i've no time to go online and bloghopping. sooo... soon after the exam i switched-on my lappy and tried to connect to the internet.. only to find out that i can't make the connection. punyalah boring.. then i called the tm technician to help me to figure out what was wrong. i was thinking it might b streamyx connection that was not ok but they said line was clear. they even asked me to change my internet setting..but still to no avail. then when i tried other laptop..bolehla plak connect..

since i was not satisfy i bring my lappy ngan modem2 sekali to the shop the other day.. lagi la i bengong with the result:

my lappy + my modem = failed

my lappy + other modem = succeed

other laptop + my modem = succeed

i guess my lappy want to break-up with my modem... adakah pesen begini...ntahla labi!!!!!!

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY

to all fathers out there, i would like to wish everyone of u HAPPY FATHER'S DAY.
this is a special entry for my father and abe as well.

bapa is getting older and weaker now. 2 years ago when the doctor diagnosed him with a Prostate CA i asked the doc not to let him know. i just cant bear to see him to be more suffered. thanx god after underwent the operation, the cells was managed to get controlled. we still have a monthly review at the hospital and i was the one who take the responsibilty to bring him. lately he started to complain of having the pain back and everytime he told me abt it, i just feel like i want to cry. i pray to god to give him the strength. i just want him to be happy now.. bapa u know that i love u.

to abe, thank u for being a wonderful father to babe...thank u for all the sacrifices u have done. we love u sooooo much...

FENING....

Yesterday i dragged abe to watch Narnia. it was not in our plan actually. we had an appointment with our lawyer firm reps regarding our LS condo deal at 1030am and abe was supposed to return to the office to make preparation for their Board meeting [which is today]. but instead, we went to berfoya-foya at the cinema and straight after the show we went to have our lunch at the Cruise. only at 1600pm abe went back to his office [naseb baek la chairman was not coming].

so this morning barula abe terkial-kial mencari all the docs to be brought to the meeting which is held in the HQ. luckily he managed to get the docs faxed from his client just 30minutes before the meeting. and thanks to Mas [his secretary] for getting all the docs ready yesterday.

...and me..aku pulak yg getting nervous and panic now... i just remember that i have an assignment to be sumbitted before 11th of june [soalanpun nda baca lagi] and 21st of june is the exam date [studypun belum lagi]....aiiiya die la if like this!!!

MOM-SON day out Together

today babe and me have a special date. special in a way that our outing was planned and arranged very nicely...[macam keluar dating la pulak].

...so where did we go?

yuppp! we went to watch indy!!!

we arrived quite early at GSC and after purchasing the tickets we went to have our quick lunch at KFC restaurant nearby.

p/s: i was a die-hard-fan of indy series [since i was very young lagi]...and watching the movie with babe was a wonderful moment for me... nda terasapun yang aku ni da tua...hehe

FINALLY.. there you are!

a hectic week had just past. abe was away on 3days meeting at KL and i took the opportunity to do some shopping for mom before she's leaving for china for 8days vacation.
and something that i never expect happened [just in front of my eyes]. i don't know whether it was just a coincidence or God wants to show me the miracles that he can do. yuuup!!!! the B****H that trying to get closer to abe was finally in front of me [without noticing me]. i wasn't sure at first but my instinct keep telling me that she was the one. and to confirm it i rang the B***H's number [which she used to contact abe]. i was then contacted abe and here's what the conversations goes:
[ me : the B***H is here be..
abe : apa konon tu **** buat di sana?
me : nda tau.. wearing yellow uniform.. kerja apa tu? aku siram kupi ah...
abe : atur ja... ]
but i wasn't that mean... to attack another woman in public. i still have my pride and i won't do anything silly act like that. so i just sat there, looking and waiting for the B***H to leave..
Then i whisper to myself: thanx GOD..for what i've seen today.

I'M BACK

it's been awhile now since my last entry. thanx to bella [for ur concern]. well i'm here again. breathing and still alive [hahaha.. i'm ok bell].

i do believe that there's a reason for everything that happened in my life. aku mula terima keadaan dengan rasional..i should be thankful for what i have. Tuhan tidak akan menguji umatnya yang lemah [eh betul ka ayat aku ni?] and i must be the luckiest one, for being chosen to be tried...
i'm happy that at last i understand...

I MISS THE OLD ME

I woke up in the morning at 5am, only to notice that i lost the joy in my life. I lost the passion to go through my day.. i lost the spirit in my heart..and i cry again. I really wish i could get back the old me.!

GOD please give me the strength to move on..

SPECIAL ENTRY FOR MY BLOG BUDDY

I just want to express my sincere gratitude and special thanks to belladonna for her support. i was blessed to have known u through this virtual world. Aku ni ndak pandai berbahasa bunga-bunga dang tapi aku betul-betul terharu dengan sokongan ko ni. I wish i can learn more from u.. pasal hidup, pasal blogging, tentang mucho gusto tu... as i've mention before, u were among the blogger who have inspired me to do this.
Once again... thanks buddy!

BUTTERFLY IN MY STOMACH

i don't like what i'm feeling today.
something come in my mind.
i don't know what,
may be ABE can tell me..
oh GOD please help me,
i can't go on like this......

FISRT OF MANY..

This will be my first of many entry (hopefully....) as the title says! I have been dreaming to have my own blog after reading the others...i've been inspired (the rght word to be exact..) by some of the blog i've read before.
i do not know exactly what to write in this blog. i just want to share my experience, my story and my feeling to the other bloggers/readers out there.
SO welcome me to this world of blogging...!