I'M BACK

it's been awhile now since my last entry. thanx to bella [for ur concern]. well i'm here again. breathing and still alive [hahaha.. i'm ok bell].

i do believe that there's a reason for everything that happened in my life. aku mula terima keadaan dengan rasional..i should be thankful for what i have. Tuhan tidak akan menguji umatnya yang lemah [eh betul ka ayat aku ni?] and i must be the luckiest one, for being chosen to be tried...
i'm happy that at last i understand...

I MISS THE OLD ME

I woke up in the morning at 5am, only to notice that i lost the joy in my life. I lost the passion to go through my day.. i lost the spirit in my heart..and i cry again. I really wish i could get back the old me.!

GOD please give me the strength to move on..

SPECIAL ENTRY FOR MY BLOG BUDDY

I just want to express my sincere gratitude and special thanks to belladonna for her support. i was blessed to have known u through this virtual world. Aku ni ndak pandai berbahasa bunga-bunga dang tapi aku betul-betul terharu dengan sokongan ko ni. I wish i can learn more from u.. pasal hidup, pasal blogging, tentang mucho gusto tu... as i've mention before, u were among the blogger who have inspired me to do this.
Once again... thanks buddy!

BUTTERFLY IN MY STOMACH

i don't like what i'm feeling today.
something come in my mind.
i don't know what,
may be ABE can tell me..
oh GOD please help me,
i can't go on like this......

FISRT OF MANY..

This will be my first of many entry (hopefully....) as the title says! I have been dreaming to have my own blog after reading the others...i've been inspired (the rght word to be exact..) by some of the blog i've read before.
i do not know exactly what to write in this blog. i just want to share my experience, my story and my feeling to the other bloggers/readers out there.
SO welcome me to this world of blogging...!